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Most of the time I feel you are here with me

Most of the time I feel whole again

But comes a day like today

When I feel your loss

More sharply than before

It makes my heart hurt

And my feelings sink

I feel as if I am rooted to the earth

And cannot move

I tell myself that I just need some time

I will recover

And go on

And move more freely

I will wait until your memories stop by again

And have them restore me to whole

Yet again.