I tend to not heed my own warning signs

I lose interest in doing anything

I sleep a lot

I run away from thinking about problems

Instead of making a plan I can live with and act on

a little plan, some little steps, maybe talk about solutions

I seem to want to solve it all at once in my head

and I hit the wall

and I am stunned

that I feel so helpless and dumb.

What’s that all about?

I know better.

I am better than this.

It must be the season of the witch.