Not in a good mood today.  I could blame it on the chemo coming up, but mostly I miss my normal life.  Going about my business, art on my mind, designs for beads floating in my head, writing scathing letters to politicians and corporations, picking up something to eat on the run, grocery shopping, etc.

Even when I do go outside, I see people doing normal things and I feel jealousy creeping up on me.  Geesh – an old an ancient soul-killer if there ever was one.

So I deleted my post about eating – I could go on and make myself more internally angry about not having the pleasure of choice or just work on my problem before I take to the blog.  Thanks to you who responded.  I will be fine and I will work it out.

Now, where are my colored pencils?

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